I’m at the vaccine place which is at what usually would be the library that’s huge and we’re I’m sitting this time would be the kids section, with all colors and fun figures.. books all around, comfy couches and corners I would read and just hangout with my son.
Now I’m sitting after my second shot for the 15 mins that’s required to wait to see so no major symptoms , seizures , collapsing… it’s happened here , most likely everywhere. But all I see now is nurses in their outfits, chairs to sit and wait to get this vaccine of god knows what is all in it, praying I don’t get sick like last time and able to work tomorrow . But the walls are white . Floor is some ugly yellow/brownish color. Everything just feels … grey.
I can’t help to feel like some sort of lab rat. IM NOT SAYING IM AGAINST VACCINE 💉 ( obviously) but I’m just sceptic, it’s new. I work in healthcare so it’s very important for everyone around me as well. But it’s A new world that we’ve seen in movies and thought it would just stay a movie. 🎬 . I can guess that like me many others knew that a vaccine passport basically would absolutely happen. Many said no “they” – they; being the leaders who control this world we live in. But they can and they have started and it will eventually be a nessesary to get into a regular coffee shop, go to the movies, eat at a restaurant, happy hour 🍷🥂🍹. But that’s the new world order. 🤷♀️
I’m trying to guess what will the world be like in the coming year… only god knows. What I do know, is I need to learn well teach myself about raising my son now. Since everything that I was taught … so much is not aloud or appropriate anymore, like shaking a persons hand .. I’m so big on respect! What do I teach him now !?! He’s only 5 so this is basically all he knows , somethings have been really hard to have him understand when it all started since he was so young but wanted to go places that weren’t aloud or open. 💔 what’s this world going to be like För are children ..? That’s my biggest fear and major ⁉️ on my mind ….